Log in

No account? Create an account
while your story's completed, mines a long way from done.. [entries|friends|calendar]

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

somebody told me [23 Aug 2004|12:35pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

well so i really havent written in this in a really long time cause i just have all been here but i am really starting to feel better now and prob as good as i am going to get i will never be the same. So lately everything has been going awsome. yesterday was alot of fun me nik hale ian ry and paul went and shot around at the goals for a little while then we decided to go down to hales dad house and go doen to the dock for a little while and that was alot of fun and really funny cause ian paul and haley kept trying to push each other in aand it was hilarious. Then it got really really cold so we went back to haley's to go change and then we went to my house to hang out for and little and we wanted to camp out but we couldn't so we tried to make a fire but really failed at that lol. It was really fun though. then paul brought haley and ryan home around 10:30 and came back and finished watching the game with me ian and nik then i slept at niks and that was funny lol we watched new york minute with was just kind of a annoying movie it was ok. But i was so tired i could barely keep my eyes open becaue the night before i slept there too and we stayed up till 4 lol well i have to go do some laundry now

11 kisses| kiss me and don't ask why

Lean Back , Lean Back [13 Aug 2004|09:00pm]
I haven't wrote in my journal in a log time i just haven't really been in the mood to write lately. Because mostly of what happened to erk. He died on friday and then saturday was the memorial and that was sad theni just wasn't feeling well knowing that i would stil have to go to the wake and the funeral on wensday and thursday. I went to the wake wensday with haley and i saw aimee rach and boola there, they were at camp so i haven't seen them in a while. It ended up being open casket and that sucked it was just all around really sad i hated it i never want to have to attend a funeral for one of my best friends for the rest of my teenage years.
6 kisses| kiss me and don't ask why

[07 Aug 2004|05:59pm]
[Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<img [...] http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v347/saranwrap02/2004_0807_055005aa.jpg">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.]

<img src="<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v347/saranwrap02/2004_0807_055005AA.jpg">" alt="RIP ERK" />

RIP ERK i love you with all of my heart and miss you so much.. you didn't deserve this at all and the bastard who did this will get it don't you worry.

i remember the first time i met you i was at nicole's and you were there for corey and i thought you were the crazyest person ever. then 5 or so years later i started dating your best friend and i got to know you a little better everyday that i saw and you grew on me and i realized you were still a crazy kid but also the sweetest, most caring person, you always knew how to make me laugh and everyone else around you. remeber that time we were in colrain and we were pretty wasted and we stole that bottle of vodka from the kid who hit on me. And we were the aclchol stealing team i think we called ourselfs. oh man this is so hard we have had so many good times together. i wish i could have at least said goodbye you were always there for me when i needed someone to convince me how much of a ass brod was man i miss you so much and i know you are looking down on us all and smiling and prolly laughing and doing the big smile you always do .. RIP i love u and miss you :( and i will never forget you
6 kisses| kiss me and don't ask why

[07 Aug 2004|02:38pm]
1 kisse| kiss me and don't ask why

[05 Aug 2004|09:42pm]
Check out so_honest!
2 kisses| kiss me and don't ask why

he always belonged to someone else [05 Aug 2004|01:33pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

ahh i am nervous has heck. We had our semi-final game yesterday and we won! We best the shit out of southwick. But we were losing for a while 4-0 i didn' think we had a chance but we did it and ended up wining 7-6. It was a awsome game and a awsome feeling to win. After the game we were all ahppy and everything and we were all talking and everything. Me and rach went back to my house and called aim cause she told me to call her. and so we were gonna eat dinner then go over her house for the night with the pup. :) we got there and it was fun we read like alll rachels magazines and we watched all the old dance videos till like 2 in the morning. then we finally went to bed aim had to get up early and go to dance and we ended up getting up too and i walked home around 10:15 right after aim left. So now i am just sitting around waiting for game time to come along. Tonight we are playing agawam in the championship. Thats who we played last year too they beat up last year. But this year we beat them during the season so i think we have a really good chance. :)

2 kisses| kiss me and don't ask why

i'll go crazy if you leave my sight [04 Aug 2004|12:44am]
[ mood | awake ]

today was a really tiring day for me i would have to say. i got up around 10 like usual and i watch er till and 11 and decided to have some breakfast then i was gonna work out but i never got around to the working out part. So then i called up rach cause i haven't hung out with her since we got which was like a week ago so i called her and she came over and we tanned for a lil but it was to hott so we went swimming and then nathan called me :) and we talked for aa bit but then be and rach decided to jump on the trampoline with the hose oh man that was awsome. then we had some afternoon lunch and watched road rules ( i love that show). And then it was time for me to get ready for my first playoff game so i had rach french braid my hair. And nathan was suppsoed to call me to wish mee luck or he was gonna come but of course that didn't happen. So we won our game so now we have to play tomarrow night against southwick and nate is going to come so i know we will win :). If we win then we go to the chamionsgip thursday night and nate will be in canada which blows ass. so then we got home and rach ended up sleeping over and we decided to go out and take a bunch of pictures of random things and my neighbors thought we were physco haha. Then we came inside and decided to do some prank calling which was fucking awsome lol . well i think i am going to try to fall asleep.
night <3

2 kisses| kiss me and don't ask why

baby just ask me [02 Aug 2004|11:02pm]
1. What time do you get up? well around 10 or later

2. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be? Ashlee Simpson

4. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Mean girls

5. What is/are your favourite TV show(s): The O.c, and Simple Life
6. What did you have for breakfast? berry kix and a banna with no milk

7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? kyle broderick

8. What/who inspires you? everything

9. What is your middle name? ellen

10. Beach, City or Country? city or beach

11. Favourite ice cream? black rasberry

12. Butter, plain or salted popcorn? Buttered... wait is that the ones you get at the cinemas? Or is that salted?

13. Favourite color? Pink and green

14. What kind of car do you drive? I dont have a car

15. Favourite sandwich? A grilled cheese

16. What characteristic do you despise? People who constantly appear to think everything is shit.

18. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would it be? a island in the carribean

19. What color is your bathroom? marron with white

20. Favorite brand of clothing/store? forver 21, AE

21. Where would you retire to? I have no clue. Gingerbread house?

22. Favorite day of the week? Friday

23. What did you do for your last birthday? i went out to dinner with my girls :)

24. Where were you born? In a hospital

25. Favorite sport to watch? football and baseball

26. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? No one really

27. Who do you expect to send it back first? ??? come again???

28. What fabric detergent do you use? I have no clue i don't do my laundry

29. Coke or Pepsi? pepsi but diet coke

30. How many pets do you have? a dog
1 kisse| kiss me and don't ask why

let's get this party started .. [02 Aug 2004|08:11pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Today was a really fun day but also really tiring. me and haley slept over nikki's house last night and we watched butterfly effect that is a really really good movie but very confusing. i liked it though, then her dad mad us brownies that were real good lol. Then after the movie was over we decided to play monopoly which prolly wasn't a good idea cause we just ended up fighting cause we were all cheating. we stopped playing cause we got annoyed i think i won cause i had the most money. then i fell asleep cause i was tired. and we didn't wake up till freaking 11. It was extra nice out today so we decided we were going to go to haley's dads house and go swimming at her dock and tan and stuff. So we ended up meeting paul and ian there and they came too. it was fun and then we went tubing paul and ian went first and paul kept falling off and then me and hale went and she fell off it was alot of fun. then we had to go get ready to go to practice which sucked as usual it was so freaking hottt. well so yeah and i think i am going to work out because i did really good with my diet today :)

kiss me and don't ask why

and she will be loved .. [30 Jul 2004|09:17pm]
I haven't written in a long long time i have been gone for the past week i went up to lake dunmore with my family and rachel. It was alot of fun. Me and rach camped in my tent it was alot of fun our tent was really messy lol. There were clothes everywhere! It kinda sucked cause the first night we got there it was raining and it was really windy and this brach fell ontop of our tent and half of it crashed down. it was really scary lol then brit came the next day and it was funner. We met some people too . These two 23 yesr olds joe and joe lol they are cool but they were to old then we met a kid named logan he was cool he reminded me alot of chris stone except he wasn't such a jackass. Then we met this kid named tim he was really hot except he was a drunk and he got really really drunk and got kicked out of the camp ground. and i learned how to water ski or at least i was trying. i could get up but i don't have very good balance so i wouldn't stay up and i was really really sore lol. overall the vacation was alot of fun but i was happy to come home i miss my bed so when we got home today we unpacked and everything and we went out on the boat and i went on the jetski
1 kisse| kiss me and don't ask why

[20 Jul 2004|10:37am]
7 kisses| kiss me and don't ask why

[19 Jul 2004|11:33pm]
kiss me and don't ask why

[19 Jul 2004|11:17pm]
< img src=http://img77.photobucket.com/albums/v233/lily_ooc/btful2.jpg >
1 kisse| kiss me and don't ask why

you can dress me up in dimonds .. [19 Jul 2004|11:03pm]
[ mood | amused ]

today was a rainy day :( i woke up around 9:30 and watched t.v till about 11 it was so nice to sleep in my own bed last night :). at about 11 i cleaned my house and foled all the laundry and took a shower cause rach was supposed to call me and we were gonna hang out with boola and aimee. So then rach came over at about 1 and we hung out for a hour then talked to boola and she said everyone could come down to her house to me and rach rode our bikes and got there like 3 sec. before aim. She got her new puppy its a long haired chinwhaa i no i splet that wrong. But its a girl and its name is Dallas it is so adorable it was like shaking because it was so scared its so tiny. so well we all just hung aroun then went to the salvation army which was really funny lol. then i had to go get ready for my game they were going to go but it ended up getting cancelled. and then i ened up going to walmart with rach and my dad that was hilarious me and rach are too funny i can't wait till we go to vermont on friday for a week. :)

kiss me and don't ask why

[19 Jul 2004|10:39pm]
kiss me and don't ask why

[19 Jul 2004|11:07am]

kiss me and don't ask why

i am a simple girl in this complex world! wanna mess with me? [18 Jul 2004|09:26pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

so this weekend we went down to boston to play a softball tournment which was alot of fun. We ended up going down friday night (me and nicole) we thought we were supposed to leave friday morning at 8 so we got up early but we really weren't leaving till saturday morning cause nicoles a idot lol. But we did end up going down friday night. it was about a hour and 45 min ride not that bad. We rode down with allison and her parents and then we got there and checked in the hotel and we were there for like 10 min and we went to the mall to do a lil shopping and eat dinner. We ate first and the food sucked ass. Then me allison and nik went to shop and i bought a cute shirt and a hat. and we were in wet seal and ashlee simpson was playing :) and this girl was like she can't sing at all omg i was gonna beat this girl down lol. so then we went back to the hotel at like 10 i think and we just chilled me and nicole in out rooms and then around 12:30 we decided to go to the snack bar and then we went explaoring lol it was fun. then we went to bed and got up ate breakfast and we had a game at 12:30 we tied 2-2 because they put time limits on the games. then we played at 4 and we lost 2-0 then we played again at 6 and we won i think 2-0.. Then we went out to dinner at TGI Friday's and that was alot of fun. then the next day was the real tournement we were seed 5 out of 9 which is good because last tournemnt we came in last. but we played our first game and won i don't remember the score. then we played seed 1 and we lost. so then we had to play a game even though we were out to see who got thrid. and we won so we ended up coming in 3rd place out of 9 teams not bad eh?

1 kisse| kiss me and don't ask why

[16 Jul 2004|03:21pm]
1 kisse| kiss me and don't ask why

Boston! [15 Jul 2004|11:11pm]
[ mood | excited ]

so my last couple of days have been really busy tuesday night i slept at aimee's with rach and nik and that was alot of fun we are silly. The wensday i had a game home against agawam the team that beat us last year in the championship so i was pumped and we continuted in the 3rd inning cause it got rained out the week before. But we won and it was good :). then i talked to Mr. Murphy and i found out i was doing the tournment this weekend in boston which i think is going to be quite fun! we get to go down friday morning and play at like 12 in the afternoon and we stay till sunday. I think i am sharing a room with nicole and katelyn that should be interesting. lol Then today i got my new cellphone! its really cool its a color screen and its a nokia. its hard to explain lol but its a early birthday present. And i am on my parents plan now so i don't have to save up my money for minutes and stuff. i am pumped. Then we had a game tonight in southwick which the car ride sucked but it was fun cause we rode with kell ( me nik and dan.) but we ended up losing our first game :( it sucked i was pissed off. But now i have to go to bed cause my dad just yelled at me cause i am going to be getting up early tomarrow and blah blah. so talk to you sunday!

3 kisses| kiss me and don't ask why

[14 Jul 2004|09:54am]
[ mood | tired ]

my little pony
You're My Little Pony!! Sweet and innocent and
happy, you make people want to spew burrito
chunks. Even a Care Bear could kick your ass.

What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

1 kisse| kiss me and don't ask why

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]